I have not written any diary for a long time. This is because it was going to be horrible for me to write down all the terrible things that happened recently. Nightmares always come to me when I have got more than adequate time for sleeping. Each Sunday night is inevitably a dreaded night for me. After I get too much sleep on Saturdays, bad dreams then come on Sunday nights to infuriate me and stop me from smiling like someone who is really happy.